She smiles to everyone to hide her pain,
She laughs and jokes to heal the tears that the people in
her life have caused
She spends endless hours trying to make others happy while
others take advantage of her kindness in the end she makes excuses for why even
though she knows in her deeply broken heart that they’re only taken her
kindness as a weakness…
She’s been hurt so many times that when good things occur
she doesn’t know how to react she becomes worried in wondering in what bad
things are to come.
She deals with the pain in the unhealthiest way; she works
endless hours to keep her mind busy and distracted away from the pain and to
avoid sitting alone dealing the sounds of her own voices in her mind.
Most times she wished she was dead instead of fighting the
daily battles in her mind and in her daily life but she keeps fighting forward
she continues to try to make others laugh, trying to make others to never feel
as lonely as she feels each night she goes to sleep knowing that the people she
tries to help would never do the same for her no one asks if she’s okay they
see she smiles and laughs and think that she is okay they result in telling her
she’s so strong when yet she feels so weak.
She just wants someone to love her for who she is to help
her to become the better version of herself she feels so broken and scared to
trust anyone out of fear that they will end up leaving her as the others have
sworn that they’d always be by her side but left after they were done using her
to their advantage.
She’s broken day by day she’s putting the pieces of her life
back together she’s building her wall so high waiting to see if anyone finds her
worthy enough to climb those walls and to walk beside her to be the supporting
soldier that she wants in her life but she knows that she can live this world
alone she has gotten through so much alone because she is a true warrior a
Queen…
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