Color's of Autumn

From the people I’ve met throughout my life I’ve learned valuable lessons from each one.  Also applying some of their ways of their life to my own to make it better. 

Something I’ve realized; not everyone is like this but I’ve found that  those who have higher degrees and have high salaries have the tendency to be arrogant and come off as self entitled in their behavior. 

What also caught my attention is how a lot of them like to show off, I think a lot of us are guilty of this from time to time I felt my self doing this a lot but found the more I shown off the more tension and problems in my life came. 

I learned the hard way of not showing every aspect of my life to the public. Never underestimate the power of evil eye. 

The other type of people are the ones who may not have had the best of things in life. Ether they’ve faced traumatic experiences they didn’t grow up in a wealthy environment but I’ve found some of these people the most compassionate to those and willing to give even if it was their last item of clothing or food to their last dollar. 

I’ve been often accused of being jealous of those who’ve grown up Where things were pretty much handed to them. 

Jealousy and envy is a normal feeling but when it controls you is where the problem lies. I maybe jealous of those who’re born and raised Arab who can speak and read the language fluently but never have I been jealous of anyones life I have the life I want Alhumdullilah and I know the struggles I’ve faced and I don’t know what struggles others face to keep their life the way it is so Alhumdullilah I don’t envy anyone life. 

I’ve faced a lot of traumatic experiences in life some out of my control some of them out of my bad choices.  Alhumdullilah (thanks to God) I’m content with my life I struggle here and there but that’s life but I’m not in competition with anyone I don’t find myself better than anyone because In the end we will all be worm food. 

I do feel thankful for the experiences I’ve had they’ve taught me to be compassionate to others unfortunately you do have those who’ve had hard life’s and they use it as an excuse to treat others in a bad manner Alhumdullilah I’d never do that because I know how it feels and would  not want someone else to feel the way I did before. 

Something else I’ve learned the hard way and in good ways no matter what you give ether good or bad it will always find it’s way back to you. 

Those who  show off their wealth and they have degrees etc are insecure only do so to feel important and need and crave the attention. There’s nothing wrong with feeling proud but it becomes a problem when you become arrogant and treat others badly. 

Bottom line be kind you don’t know what people are fighting in their daily life it cost nothing to be kind and to help others.